Mood: a-ok
Topic: Spill
Since I was a kid, I never really liked hospitals. Probably it is because I was never allowed to get inside one (at least for the first few years that I can remember). I associated it with everything that is negative: the distinct hospital scent, the idea of being sick and even death. And just two nights ago, a friend of mine (a very good one) was rushed to one.
I was too tired to go out last Friday night with our barkada so I bailed out. It was during the evening when a friend texted me that something terrible happened. One of our friends had seizures--serious ones. At first, I thought that he was just bluffing until the second message came. He said our friend's mouth was frothing (when my friend got better, somebody cracked the joke that it was like Linda Blair's) which made me jump off to bed and call them up. I knew it was something really serious--things involving seizures and frothing of the mouth (at least to my knowledge) shows that either he is an epileptic or he was poisoned (though I am not so sure how these thoughts came to me that fast). One friend asked me to search for his number. Unfortunately, the only number that appears in the directories and in my phone book is his personal number so I was not able to help them that much. Being far from where they are made me feel really uneasy. I was seriously worried about my friend's condition. I didn't like the idea that one of my closest friends is sick. It's a good thing that the rest of the gang was there to help. But the worrying didn't stop there.
We went to visit him the next day. I still didn't like the fact that I was in a hospital (despite the fact that Medical City seemed to be less like one). We headed for the ICU and there he was: awake and healthier (at least from the last state he was on). He said he was feeling a lot better; one friend (his best one) even cracked jokes about what happened. All felt light and good, but we were still inside the hospital (and there's nothing good "good" in that). For me, it ain't over `til it's over. I'm still worried about my friend's condition. A brain infection is not something that you encounter everyday. I just want him to be ok as soon as possible.
It is actually in a time like this when you are reminded how you value a person (in this case, a friend) that much.
Get well soon, bro.